So, some might have seen me pop in lately again. But thought it wise to tell what has happened that made me just vanish for months again and again for literal years.
In 2011 I got into an accident, this gave me permanent damage to the back, which results in 24/7 pain, making concentration bit of an issue.
The real issue started 7 years ago when I became main care giver for my parents. My dad with chronic q-fever and my mom with parkinson dementia. For all of this, I pretty much stood alone as I have no siblings.
In 2019 my dad passed away from complications of the q-fever and now in june 2021 my mom passed away as well.
I am still on the path of recovery myself, but at least my anxiety is dying down and mentally am in an improving state.
Am I fully back? I do not know, it's still hard to concentrate, but it's now less likely I will feel to depressed to do anything.
Edit: Oh yeah, almost died myself from ruptured inflamed appendix literally 2 months after my mom passed away, so also still recovering from that.