I couldn't have been more wrong. I'm in a cell now, in the basement of the tribe's home. I managed to keep my backpack when the goblin Balrat tossed me in here. He raped me. It was.. awful. I feel so broken. And worse, now I'm stuck here with no idea what will happen to me. I came looking for Zar`Ruz and met the other goblin in the woods. He's just like goblins were described to be, but worse. He took delight in the thrill of the chase, the hunt, and trying to claim he caught me for a fucktoy, when I was trying to come here in the first place. This cell looks easy enough to try and toy with.. but I'd rather not. I don't want to risk anything.
I'm out of the cell now. Zar`Ruz had come to see me, kind enough to give me food and drink. I got drunk for the first time, and his kindness came at the price of the claim that I begged, and and used my mouth on his penis as payment. He told me that next time, I should fight. I should fight anyone trying to hurt me or take something from me. Fighting is what goblins do. But I'm no fighter. He left, and the Warchief Nixxle came to see what the newest prize was. She found no worth in me but gave me the chance to prove myself. She challenged me, that if I could break out of my cell, I could clean up and sleep at her furs. It was one of the best night's sleep I ever had. I even got to explain what I did to Zar, with my calculations. I had managed to break down the cell door by exploiting its hinges. Maybe I have a chance after all.
Zar took me into town today, to that Lonely Inn. He took me hunting, so that I could have sex with a woman I guess. His prey ended up leaving, but I still found myself asking about his methods, asking the why's and how's and more why's. I kind of.. got into it... I even suggested a female prey, a new subject. Is it wrong that I'm not ashamed? I feel like I should be ashamed. But.. I'm not...
I decided to hide my book and Cooter and my favorite tools. I don't want anything happening to them, and I can always get them as needed. I even got to put in an order for the materials I need for fixing that door. Maybe if I fix what I broke, I can somehow please Nixxle? I met a slave today. I didn't get her name, but she explained slavery to me in these lands. It sounds.. not too bad. Almost like people are kept as pets. But some are just owned property, objects, even expendable...
Today I met Varrik. I was repairing the door I broke and suddenly a bear came to life. It was a statue I never noticed. Then this big goblin, one of the pretty ones, came hulking over. We talked a little bit, and he's a smart guy. He even gave me a tunic to replace the shirt that I had that was ripped up by Balrat, and he called me a prospect. However, he's still a brute. I wish I had the nerve he does. Just as I finished the door, he pierced my ear with a strange earring.. It gave me breasts. I know now I dislike breasts. That earring turned me into a female and I had hips and felt top-heavy. I nearly fell over a few times. He took me to the hot springs and there, I got to see what it was like having sex as a female. He enjoyed it. I didn't not like it, but I didn't exactly like it either. I don't know.. Maybe I just.. don't like sex?... He did however give me some glass items to make for him, and say I could be his assistant, and that it would be an honor. I do feel honored by it. I'm going to spend all my free time working on making him the perfect glass eyes and bottles for the experiments he wants me to do. I think I found my place. I finally feel like I belong.
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