I shook my head.
"No, definitely not."
We didn't speak for a few moments.
"He would tell me that he couldn't wait to train me. How it would be fun for him to take my virtue. That always scared me."
I took another deep breath and then dunked under the water to wet my head. My eyes locked onto his as I came back out of the water.
"I'm sorry if I'm boring you with my story. It's just nice to talk to someone."